I have 5 seconds to type & give my says

before I bid you good night.


No.1- Remember my previous post on babylove? Well, we ended up shouting at each other on the phone. All thanks to me for starting everything. Having those reprimands from him were deserving! I know I went overboard bcos its been a long time I heard him shouting.
Bad, Bad fuzah. Ok..back to No. 1, we make up and kissed that very day.
We have dinner at Coffee Club, Takashimaya. I love, love the ambience there. It so cosy. I'm so going back there again and eat babylove's previous order. It taste damn good.!

People, like us, wear on facades in our daily lives,
For I hope that people could be themselves,
Instead of all the pretends and wicked b*tching,
Telling lies is as much as betraying yourself,
Took off your bored facial expression & change for a smiling one,
Stop the hate and give the world your foremost love,
Be trueful to yourself because only you have the solutions in your tiny heart,
I anticipate to see more smiling faces, more freedom plus less boredom!
Take me on a trip I wanna go some day,
Go to the limits where you wanna reach as high as it could be,
& If you fall, you will never know who will catch your back.


Hi. As a person, I feel that I'm turning into a boring person with less life.
Wait, Is that life supposed to be it? I think twice. No, definitely a no-no.
Life is supposed to be enjoying, accompany with good friends and being happy in what I do for a living. At the same time, having time for myself! I have been anticipating for that dream to turn to reality. Maybe, I'm an extremist. For I really wanna run away from what I have and start a new beginning. Is that too much to ask? Yet, I know I have to overcome all my doubts and clear them. Especially with project piling up, I have nowhere to hide but to fight it with bare hands. By typing out all the proposals, answers and powerpoint slides, of cos! what are you thinking?

Sooner or later, I will turn into a true bimbo, once a intellectual person and now, the bored, with less variety of topics to talk from,not forgetting answering dumbly to questions(i talk bout shopping, thou if we share the same interest).

I've not been socialising that much with clique, no longer taking photoshots of me, or should I say I chat with them, only if i bump into my friends online or at the streets. I need a change!
Plus didn't meet babylove for almost 1 week, I think. If there are couples like us, I'm feeling you. For I wonder sometimes, How my boyfriend could still stay with me?
hmm...you'll be my verdict!

Stop my whinings. A little update: Had business ettiquette today and after a 10 mins role play, she could only said, "Okay, Average, Medicore". For all the effort we put into! I hope that people have more motivating words to comment on others than those! For now, the last few words I wanted to hear are some motivation.

It's 11.19pm,time checked. I need to start printing things and rest my eyes. Bye-Bye!

Love,
YOURSNarcissism

" This is for the people who lost somebody,

Now the hardest thing is to say bye-bye. "

I clear all my rusty posts and become one satisfied person. What's the reason behind it? Now, I could feature my latest layout & i'm definitely loving every dainty details of it. I just felt that I should do something with my untouched online diary. No worries, I'll be back to updated religiously real soon.